---> There's blankness for splits of seconds and all go hazy.
---> No excitement, no feeling of "looking forward to".
---> Others' existence just seems like "oh alright!".
---> Gone mean. Very mean.
---> Have started feeling- "why, why, why?"
---> Wants to revise. Set the chart. Check the agenda of life.
---> Feels emotionally disconnected to every thing.
---> Do not want what is there, do not even want what is not there.
---> What is "time for yourself"? and okay, once you have it, what should one exactly do with it?
---> Life is beautiful. But, what is the purpose? Just curious. What shall be the next step?
---> Grown quite. There are a lot of questions within. Pauses. Stills.
---> Few boundaries uncrossed. To cross, not to cross? When to cross?
---> There's happiness, there's joy but there's nothing nothing extra- ordinary in anything. Feeling of been there, done that. Funny! Age problem but how to address it?
---> Likes to just stare, stare and stare.
---> Vision blurred when stare at a thing for long. Feels in trance. Not normal. Psychological blurring.
---> Wants someone to take charge but how and why? Would that make happiness?
---> Does not feel sad, even. No sadness at all. What the hell is wrong!
